From thefullwiki.org.
Agonophilia is the paraphilia involving sexual arousal
derived from the act of fighting, or participating in or observing
a combat sport,
such as wrestling, boxing or kickboxing, martial arts, etc., or from viewing
depictions thereof; from the Greek agonos (combat,
struggle, conflict) and philia (love of).
My specific interest is mainly in "observing" two women wrestling.
I don't mind women's boxing or kickboxing. Neither has any sort of arousal impact on me.
On the other hand, the moment two women start rolling and struggling on the mat...
I don't know where this came from. It has been "there" since as long as I can remember. As in I have memories from when I was 4-5 years old and having a fascination with this topic.
Perhaps it was not such a thing initially? Perhaps. With age comes puberty and hormones and all of a sudden I was looking at the topic in a quite different light that per-pubescent me had no inkling about.
That was all a couple of years back. Since then repeated interest and exposure has only reinforced everything.
There are times when this was a pretty significant concern for me.
Somehow I knew I was weird and with that came more than a little embarrassment and worry.
Would I ever be able to have a normal relationship with a woman?
OK it hasn't been that long, long enough.
I have this thing.
I even have a name for it. One that people smarter than me came up with even.
This thing does not rule my life. It is a part of my life.
And when I'm with a beautiful woman (and pretty much all of them are) everything works (in the bedroom or not). Not saying there isn't (always) room to learn and improve. I've learned and grown and striven to be a better partner long enough and seen enough relationships between others to know that I'm not completely hopeless.
I hope...
I think that's what matters.
So having a philia (or an interest) is ok so long as it does not impede your ability to interact with the world day on day.
On the other hand, if you have some sort of philia that interest does rules your life then I would worry that the world may be difficult for you at times. If the philia you have impedes you ability to have a relationship with other people then I wish you the best finding a soul mate that is compatible with the philia (of course I am talking about what goes on with consenting adults. If it involves children or unwilling participants please do everyone a favor and go see a therapist).
So for what that's all worth, that's what it is.
In my case it's two women wrestling.
Especially when there are sleepers and chokes. Long drawn out ones for preference...
So a plug here for some of my favorite images from the web.
I've purchased memberships from both of these sites in past.
Twice already from FemaleWrestlingZone. I am sure there will be a third at some point.
Do yourself a favor and go check them out. It's not just the sleepers that are awesome.
So is everything else.
Warning - all of these are probably at least a little bit NSFW. A couple are topless - I'll indicate which ones are which...
Non topless
Minxy and Cameron from TC-Wrestling
Ariel X (one of my all time faves) and Nina from FemaleWrestlngZone
Izamar vs Bella @ FemaleWrestlingZone
Syd vs Bella @ FemaleWrestlingZone
Rebeca vs Asha @ FemaleWrestlingZone (this one is awesome!)
Karmen vs Laken (super sexy!) @ FemaleWrestlingZone
Cheyenne Jewel (so many awesome vids) vs Natalya @ FemaleWrestlingZone
Inferno (crazy beautiful) vs Suzie @ FemaleWrestlingZone
Sable (If I had to pick a fave... possibly she's it) vs Minxy Li @ FemaleWrestlingZone
And the topless ones...
Cheyenne Jewel (see earlier remark) vs Skylar Rene @ FemaleWrestlingZone
Poison vs Sahara @ TC-Wrestling (My fave sleeper pic of all time possibly, even though I generally prefer non-topless)
Friday, 8 July 2016
Wednesday, 6 July 2016
RENDER - Madison and Lucy
Lucy is trying on a black bikini set.
Madison is a fitness and bikini model and when she sees Lucy checking fit in the mirror she walks up and offers some advice.
Friendly enough. Shoulders back, chin up, eye contact with the camera, chest up and out.
Madison needs a workout and asks Lucy if she's up to roll.
Lucy's replies "I did weights this morning and wanted to take it a bit easier today, another time maybe?"
Madison has been improving lately and that's helped her confidence. Alas confidence isn't always a good thing.
"Come on - afraid I'll kick your skinny ass?"
As soon as she's said it she notices that Lucy's bottom is actually a bit curvy, and her legs are pretty defined also...
Lucy has seen Madison on the mats before. Madison doesn't remember because she was getting choked out at the time by someone else. Lucy knows this isn't fair, but she is a bit annoyed now.
"Well I was doing squats this morning... I guess I can spare the time."
What happens next is so quick neither of them have even worked up a sweat.
Madison is face down with her head and arms immobilised.
Lucy scoots up Madison's back, gets her legs around the fitness model's head, and rolls over.
Lucy's legs are really quite sore and tired.
Not that sore or that tired though.
Not even broken a sweat...
Madison is a fitness and bikini model and when she sees Lucy checking fit in the mirror she walks up and offers some advice.
Friendly enough. Shoulders back, chin up, eye contact with the camera, chest up and out.
Madison needs a workout and asks Lucy if she's up to roll.
Lucy's replies "I did weights this morning and wanted to take it a bit easier today, another time maybe?"
Madison has been improving lately and that's helped her confidence. Alas confidence isn't always a good thing.
"Come on - afraid I'll kick your skinny ass?"
As soon as she's said it she notices that Lucy's bottom is actually a bit curvy, and her legs are pretty defined also...
Lucy has seen Madison on the mats before. Madison doesn't remember because she was getting choked out at the time by someone else. Lucy knows this isn't fair, but she is a bit annoyed now.
"Well I was doing squats this morning... I guess I can spare the time."
What happens next is so quick neither of them have even worked up a sweat.
Madison is face down with her head and arms immobilised.
Lucy scoots up Madison's back, gets her legs around the fitness model's head, and rolls over.
Lucy's legs are really quite sore and tired.
Not that sore or that tired though.
Not even broken a sweat...
Friday, 10 June 2016
RENDER and Fan art - Lucy & Doll again
The Crusher has picked up a bit of a following in some circles.
I'm more than a little beyond humbled and flattered that the creator of Rival Angels has created a few works based on our favorite tattooed roller derby wrestling redhead.
Check then out at the source here.
RivalAngels.com
There's also a lot of great (seriously awesomely great) stuff on DA here.
http://albonia.deviantart.com/
And then there is this... :D
http://albonia.deviantart.com/art/Rope-Headscissors-613499199
Like I said - humbled and flattered.
Here is is direct if you don't feel like clicking links.
Of course given that kind of example and lead, it's pretty much a given I'd also need to do the 3D version.
I'm more than a little beyond humbled and flattered that the creator of Rival Angels has created a few works based on our favorite tattooed roller derby wrestling redhead.
Check then out at the source here.
RivalAngels.com
There's also a lot of great (seriously awesomely great) stuff on DA here.
http://albonia.deviantart.com/
And then there is this... :D
http://albonia.deviantart.com/art/Rope-Headscissors-613499199
Like I said - humbled and flattered.
Here is is direct if you don't feel like clicking links.
Of course given that kind of example and lead, it's pretty much a given I'd also need to do the 3D version.
Thursday, 9 June 2016
RENDER - Cassidy Bryce revisited...
Unsure what to say really?
Ah...
Of course.
Cassidy Bryce is a real life real world real awesome woman.
Check out her DA page here: cassidybryce.deviantart.com
It's been a few years since I originally did a render based on a real person.
Cass is, was, and will always be - a first for me.
Alas for Corveena's sake, this isn't a first. ;)
Ah...
Of course.
Cassidy Bryce is a real life real world real awesome woman.
Check out her DA page here: cassidybryce.deviantart.com
It's been a few years since I originally did a render based on a real person.
Cass is, was, and will always be - a first for me.
Alas for Corveena's sake, this isn't a first. ;)
Tuesday, 17 May 2016
RENDER - A preview of let's try that again...
The first time Crusher and Corveena rolled pro style it was close.
Lucy still pulled out the win in the end.
But it was really, really close.
Corveena wants to go again.
Lucy says sure.
A bit of a cross between old school (one piece suits) and sexy (from the back especially).
First is the preview photo. Lucy sets a more traditional "fists up" pose.
Corveena's pose is more pin-up than pugilistic.
Lucy decides what the hell, and responds in kind.
The camera clicks twice.
That was 45 minutes ago.
For Lucy much of that past interval is a bit fuzzy.
Slightly concussed...
Lucy is aware that the pressure around her head seems to be interfering with her breathing. Something is definitely not right with her shoulder right now. It might be easier to focus still if not for how badly her legs were hurting from other recent events. It feels like there's more than one thing wrong with her neck and back also...
Obviously Corveena has reviewed and amended her pro-style game plan a great deal since the first match up. It seems Lucy may have fallen behind in that stakes.
I keep doing this to myself. Get an idea, start it, then not finish it...
Add another one to the "in-progress" list. Patience please people. :)
Lucy still pulled out the win in the end.
But it was really, really close.
Corveena wants to go again.
Lucy says sure.
A bit of a cross between old school (one piece suits) and sexy (from the back especially).
First is the preview photo. Lucy sets a more traditional "fists up" pose.
Corveena's pose is more pin-up than pugilistic.
Lucy decides what the hell, and responds in kind.
The camera clicks twice.
That was 45 minutes ago.
For Lucy much of that past interval is a bit fuzzy.
Slightly concussed...
Lucy is aware that the pressure around her head seems to be interfering with her breathing. Something is definitely not right with her shoulder right now. It might be easier to focus still if not for how badly her legs were hurting from other recent events. It feels like there's more than one thing wrong with her neck and back also...
Obviously Corveena has reviewed and amended her pro-style game plan a great deal since the first match up. It seems Lucy may have fallen behind in that stakes.
I keep doing this to myself. Get an idea, start it, then not finish it...
Add another one to the "in-progress" list. Patience please people. :)
Saturday, 14 May 2016
RENDERS A friendly round of practise
Jacelyn's promotion to the top tier is the result of a lot of practise with Jessica.
Lots of practise.
Jessica has already told her new partner that she prefers the way she looks in a two piece outfit.
Jacelyn tells Jessica the same thing, and even supplies a white bikini to wear.
Staying back they are still rolling in the ring.
It's late so they just kill the rest of the lights, they only need the ring lit.
After a few minutes Jessica notices that the white bikini becomes sheer as it gets wet from the sweat of rolling around.
Jessica is mildly perturbed and tells Jacelyn as much when she gets her pinned to the mat..
The apology doesn't sound very sincere. When Jessica gives her forgiveness that doesn't sound very sincere either.
A little later we get an example of just how far Jacelyn's game has come.
She's nailed the rear naked choke from the back, arm deep under the chin and both hooks in.
"We met like this. Pretty sure you even choked me out..."
"So why aren't you returning the favour?"
"Well now that I know you I do kinda like you."
It seems Jessica doesn't object to being held like this. Her attempts to escape are a bit half heated. It seems Jacelyn enjoys holding Jessica like this. She's not squeezing to finish the choke.
So it seems no-one is very unhappy with the current circumstance.
Lots of practise.
Jessica has already told her new partner that she prefers the way she looks in a two piece outfit.
Jacelyn tells Jessica the same thing, and even supplies a white bikini to wear.
Staying back they are still rolling in the ring.
It's late so they just kill the rest of the lights, they only need the ring lit.
After a few minutes Jessica notices that the white bikini becomes sheer as it gets wet from the sweat of rolling around.
Jessica is mildly perturbed and tells Jacelyn as much when she gets her pinned to the mat..
The apology doesn't sound very sincere. When Jessica gives her forgiveness that doesn't sound very sincere either.
A little later we get an example of just how far Jacelyn's game has come.
She's nailed the rear naked choke from the back, arm deep under the chin and both hooks in.
"We met like this. Pretty sure you even choked me out..."
"So why aren't you returning the favour?"
"Well now that I know you I do kinda like you."
It seems Jessica doesn't object to being held like this. Her attempts to escape are a bit half heated. It seems Jacelyn enjoys holding Jessica like this. She's not squeezing to finish the choke.
So it seems no-one is very unhappy with the current circumstance.
Wednesday, 4 May 2016
RENDERS - Some stuff I had lying around
Lucy and Priya are both on my mid card.
Across the board a pretty even match up, on paper at least.
On the mats is obviously not the same as on (the?) paper.
To whit, different grapplers and wrestlers have different preferences and favorites.
Once it's on, the question becomes who can better execute their game plan?
For the recently arrived Lucy's thing is some amateur wrestling supplemented with some submission grappling supplemented with a lot of roller derby.
Between her thighs is just about the last place you want to end up. When she squeezes things frequently pop and snap (not exactly like rice krispies, but closer than you want to experience).
Priya's game is straight up Brazilian Jujitsu supplemented with elite Yoga skills. Her ground game is growing, the head start is her ability to bend, twist, and either latch on or escape to/from anything anywhere.
Mind you it's not quite like she can bend her skull. Once Lucy gets her legs tight around Priya's neck there aren't many places to go.
Priya can throw her legs up to score a pretty nifty triangle. She also prefers to avoid MMA gloves.
She's never going to punch someone. Also the gloves sometimes make it harder to get her hands around your neck and throat.
Looks like these are all tap or nap scenarios...
Across the board a pretty even match up, on paper at least.
On the mats is obviously not the same as on (the?) paper.
To whit, different grapplers and wrestlers have different preferences and favorites.
Once it's on, the question becomes who can better execute their game plan?
For the recently arrived Lucy's thing is some amateur wrestling supplemented with some submission grappling supplemented with a lot of roller derby.
Between her thighs is just about the last place you want to end up. When she squeezes things frequently pop and snap (not exactly like rice krispies, but closer than you want to experience).
Priya's game is straight up Brazilian Jujitsu supplemented with elite Yoga skills. Her ground game is growing, the head start is her ability to bend, twist, and either latch on or escape to/from anything anywhere.
Mind you it's not quite like she can bend her skull. Once Lucy gets her legs tight around Priya's neck there aren't many places to go.
Priya can throw her legs up to score a pretty nifty triangle. She also prefers to avoid MMA gloves.
She's never going to punch someone. Also the gloves sometimes make it harder to get her hands around your neck and throat.
Looks like these are all tap or nap scenarios...
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